Your words lie out in front of me, drawn across pages in between lines of ink. The sentiment expressed is one of hope and Love, yet the actions expressed thereafter are of apathy and indecision. The strings holding this heart together are sown by every one of your strokes of pen. But they are consequently severed by days of noncommunication and my own doubt. Every string cut, has brought pain and unmeasurable sorrow, yet the foolish hope I possess, manages to keep me from dying. The unknown has a power over me that can only be described as an enslavement of the mind. For, without the unknown, a free man would be foolish not to abandon the endeavor to which I seem to be victim.

Heart strings and foolishness seem to be the only thing keeping my pulse. A pulse, that in hindsight, was already imperceptible. With the passage of each day without you, the beat in my chest fades and the foolish hope dissipates evermore. The strongest conviction possessed by man could not spare me of my plight and within the notion, I find comfort. For I have staved off the pain of loss for far longer than can be expected, likely due to the inconceivable feelings of Love we so effortlessly share. Therein though, lies our conundrum, these inconceivable feelings of Love we share are merely items of thought and speech. My heart craves the concrete, and truly, our whole life together depends on it.

The future holds a promise of happiness and contentment for us should we manage to defeat the current predicament we are held captive by. A tomorrow filled with the dreams so eloquently imagined and penned between the lines of ink. All of these things dependent on your ability to turn words to conceivable action. My heart screams for you. For you to bring the abstract into the concrete and for us to experience life as we mean it to be. Like the sparing of my temporary plight, the strongest conviction of man could not keep me from loving you, my Darling. Strokes of pen turn to the gentle caress of a lover and severed heart strings are sown into the beautiful tapestry that is our Life together.